Editor?s Note, Richard Libowitz Part One: They Even Closed the Candy Store Prologue Chapter One: September 1914 Chapter Two: Augusta Chapter Three: Anna Chapter Four: Father Chapter Five: My Arrival Chapter Six: Berlin Chapter Seven: New Men in My Life Chapter Eight: The New Pastor Chapter Nine: Rabble-Rousers Chapter Ten: The Godfather Chapter Eleven: The Third Reich Begins Chapter Twelve: A Pastor?s Growing Doubts Chapter Thirteen: Nazis on Parade Chapter Fourteen: Life in the Third Reich Chapter Fifteen: Royal Sons Chapter Sixteen: School Days Chapter Seventeen: Family Choices and Special Neighbors Chapter Eighteen: Uncle Mirko Chapter Nineteen: Nazi Actions Chapter Twenty: A Meeting with the Führer Chapter Twenty-One: Problems at School and at Home Chapter Twenty-Two: Uncertain Reactions Chapter Twenty-Three: Boarding School Chapter Twenty-Four: My Meeting Chapter Twenty-Five: Pastor Made Prisoner Chapter Twenty-Six: Triumphs of the Führer Chapter Twenty-Seven: Prisoner 569 Chapter Twenty-Eight: Growing Up Part Two: Destruction Unlimited Chapter Twenty-Nine: Conspirators Chapter Thirty: Out of and Into School Chapter Thirty-One: An Aspiring Actress Chapter Thirty-Two: A Visit Home Chapter Thirty-Three: Good-bye to My Godfather Chapter Thirty-Four: The Incipient Actress Chapter Thirty-Five: The War Comes Closer to Home Chapter Thirty-Six: Shortages Chapter Thirty-Seven: Resistance Chapter Thirty-Eight: Rescue Efforts Chapter Thirty-Nine: Danzig Chapter Forty: The Final Attempt Chapter Forty-One: Revenge Chapter Forty-Two: Aftermath Chapter Forty-Three: More Illegal Activities Chapter Forty-Four: A New Career Chapter Forty-Five: Thoughts of Home Chapter Forty-Six: The Prisoner of Dachau Receives Tragic News Chapter Forty-Seven: The War Closes In Chapter Forty-Eight: Last Visit to Dachau Chapter Forty-Nine: Arabella Chapter Fifty: Freedom Chapter Fifty-One: Continuing the Trek Chapter Fifty-Two: War?s End Chapter Fifty-Three: The Russians are Coming Chapter Fifty-Four: With the Americans Chapter Fifty-Five: Joining the British Chapter Fifty-Six: British Intelligence Chapter Fifty-Seven: Return to Berlin Chapter Fifty-Eight: The Confessing Accuser Chapter Fifty-Nine: Surviving in Berlin Chapter Sixty: Help from Many Sources Chapter Sixty-One: A New Job Chapter Sixty-Two: The News of My Father Chapter Sixty-Three: Grandmother Chapter Sixty-Four: Interlude: Journey into the Unknown?July 1986 Chapter Sixty-Five: New Sorrows, New Jobs Chapter Sixty-Six: The Airlift Chapter Sixty-Seven: Cold War Chapter Sixty-Eight: Discomfort and New Life Part Three: The Promised Land Chapter Sixty-Nine: A Test Case Chapter Seventy: Living in America Chapter Seventy-One: The New Yorker Chapter Seventy-Two: The Today Show Chapter Seventy-Three: In Love Again Chapter Seventy-Four: Hollywood Chapter Seventy-Five: Tragedies and Other Events in Europe Chapter Seventy-Six: Events in America Chapter Seventy-Seven: Divorce, Despair, Deliverance Chapter Seventy-Eight: Back to Berlin Chapter Seventy-Nine: Life with Martin Chapter Eighty: Under the Rug Chapter Eighty-One: Married Life Chapter Eighty-Two: Martin and the World Chapter Eighty-Three: Life in Germany Chapter Eighty-Four: Rebellion Chapter Eighty-Five: Film and Farewell Chapter Eighty-Six: The Work Is Finished Chapter Eighty-Seven: East Germany Chapter Eighty-Eight: New Beginnings Chapter Eighty-Nine: A New Life Chapter Ninety: Questions of Faith . and Answers Chapter Ninety-One: Conversion Epilogue: August 1996 Index.