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Fervor : A Novel
Fervor : A Novel
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Author(s): Lloyd, Toby
ISBN No.: 9781668033333
Pages: 288
Year: 202403
Format: Trade Cloth (Hard Cover)
Price: $ 38.64
Dispatch delay: Dispatched between 7 to 15 days
Status: Available

Chapter One ONE It is told: Before Yosef died, the three Rosenthal children were summoned in turn to the attic where he''d spent his final decade, a bedroom with an en-suite and adjoining kitchen, all sheeted in a layer of dust; the last cleaner had given notice weeks earlier, and there''d been no need for a replacement. Tovyah, being the youngest, went third. No one said this was going to be the last time he would speak to his grandfather, but he wasn''t allowed up before he''d washed his face and changed into a clean shirt. His mother put one hand on his shoulder while she dragged a brush through his knotted hair. "That hurts," he said. "Life hurts," she replied, and straightened his collar. He found the old man piled under blankets and propped up by several pillows, his posture not of relaxation but collapse. Zeide''s eyes were screwed shut and Tovyah thought he''d fallen asleep.


But then Zeide said his name, as though reminding himself what the boy was called. "I''m here," Tovyah said. Blinking a few times, the old man opened his eyes. He wanted to know if his grandson was doing well in school. Of course! Nineteen out of twenty in his latest maths homework, and no one else got more than fifteen. He left out the part where, after class, Jack Thomas rewarded his success with a Chinese burn. Zeide coughed, then resumed his perpetual frown. "Gut.


" Tovyah had grown up terrified of his grandfather. His earliest memory was of firing marbles across the floor with Elsie, ecstatically happy until Zeide thundered down from the attic and screamed at them. "Five minutes together of peace! What''s so hard?" The old man waved his stick in the air, and Tovyah had feared the beak of the eagle-shaped grip would come swooping down towards him. But illness had transformed the man. These days his hands wobbled and his speech was choked. Looking closely, Tovyah could see a line of red beneath each of his grandfather''s faded eyes, almost colourless themselves, like raw egg whites. As for the tautness in his bearing, the sharp edges, the irresistible glowering that could force even his mother into submission--all of that was gone. Now Zeide''s breathing grew hoarse and uneven.


Tovyah wondered if it might stop altogether, if he was about to witness the moment the line was crossed. Could the old man die before his eyes? What then? Sam Morris, who on weekends derived great frustration and a little sadistic pleasure from hammering basic Hebrew into kids like Tovyah, was cagey when asked about the afterlife. "That''s not for us to know," he''d say, before changing the subject. Zeide''s breathing returned to a steady rhythm. Attempting to push himself upright, he beckoned the boy closer. So this was it, the reason he was here. Now he would receive his grandfather''s parting gift, the great revelation, something he''d carry with him through the course of his life. "Don''t make me shout," Zeide warned.


Tovyah approached his bed. Doggedly, the old man rose and sank against the headboard until he reached a stalemate. The effort seemed to do him good. His voice rang out clearer now, more insistent. "The second son is very special. Abel was the second son, Isaac was the second son, and Jacob was the second son. I was the second son, and you also are the second son. Not Gideon, you.


" Unsure if a response was expected, Tovyah kept his mouth shut. He''d heard this sermon before. Zeide continued. "Tell me. You believe in God?" The question struck, a blow from the dark. "Of course," Tovyah said. His toes pressed into the carpet. "No, not of course .


" Zeide coughed again and there was silence. "Let me show you." With pitiful slowness, the way he now performed every little action, he tugged at the sleeve of his night shirt. Tovyah wished his grandfather would stop, and not expose that ancient limb. "You know what this is?" Zeide asked, holding the raised sleeve above the elbow. Tovyah stared at the white forearm and couldn''t speak. The goose flesh, those horrible black marks. "And you know what it means?" Tovyah nodded.


"You don''t know. It means there are people who think they decide who is human and who is not human." He paused, scratched his sagging elbow, and went on. "It has no point, a life without God. What meaning is there? Don''t shake your head. What means something to you?" There was nothing to say. "You think God cares you don''t believe in Him? God laughs." Still Tovyah didn''t speak.


And soon, he didn''t have to; Zeide, having expended what small reserves of energy remained, drooped against his pillows. His eyes closed. When he spoke again, he asked his grandson if he had seen Ariel lately. Tovyah was used to this kind of talk, the dropped threads, the questions from nowhere. But he''d never known anyone called Ariel. His grandfather continued. "Elsie plays with him sometimes, doesn''t she? He''s only a little boy. Be gentle.


" "With who?" "Ariel! Listen. He has colour on his face. Here." Zeide was tapping the ridge of his eyebrow, and Tovyah felt his memory prickling. The dimmest of recollections, a shadow at the edge of his mind. On some distant night, he''d been woken by voices from Elsie''s room. He''d tiptoed over, wondering who Elsie could be talking to. There was a little light spilling from the open door.


And when he peeped through the crack, he saw Elsie''s face lit up by her reading lamp. Sitting on the end of the bed, with hands folded in his lap, was a boy his own age. No one he knew. And above his eye was a dark patch, reminding Tovyah of the dappling you get on cows. When he spoke, the language that came out was not English. Tovyah couldn''t be sure if this was a true memory, or something he''d dreamt. It was so watery in his mind. Zeide, meanwhile, was squirming.


"Where am I going?" he said. Tovyah didn''t understand. "Will they keep me locked up, or set me free?" The boy lowered his gaze. No answer was required; his grandfather was talking nonsense to himself again. "Listen!" Zeide said, alert to his grandson''s presence once more. "Watch out for Elsie. And Gideon. The second son protects the others, yes? He carries the torch.


Now help me change my pillows. They''re scratching. Filthy chicken feathers!" When this was done, he told Tovyah to refill the glass by the side of his bed. For a moment, the boy lingered. Was there nothing more? His grandfather''s bent finger and fierce eyes sent him on his way. Before he reached the kitchen, he was ambushed by his brother and sister on the landing. They led him to Elsie''s room, and Gideon shut the door. "So?" Tovyah was conflicted.


Elsie was his closest ally in the family; the perfect daughter, she always defended his minor lapses to their parents--chocolate and milk within a few hours of Sunday roast, flicking the light one sleepless sabbath to see where he was peeing. But Gideon made him uncomfortable. His brother was sixteen now, had a man''s hard voice, and made a point of standing in front of the bathroom mirror, door wide open, his face slathered in shaving cream. It wasn''t just his body that had changed. His interests were evolving too; he no longer participated in the games and fantasies that filled Tovyah and Elsie''s free time. Gideon was speaking again. "Come on, Tuvs! He told me I was the spitting image of his brother Mendl, who I guess was some kind of war hero, and then he said I was gonna move to Israel. And he basically told Elsie she''s a prophet.


" Elsie clicked her tongue. "He said I hear the voice of God." "Same diff. What did you get?" Tovyah glanced from his brother''s face, filled out like risen dough, to his sister''s. He wanted to talk to Elsie alone. "He said the second son is special. You know, like Isaac." Gideon waited a moment, expecting more.


"That''s it? You got a Torah lesson? I know you''re not his favourite, but man, that sucks." Elsie looked like she was working something out. "Did Zeide forget how to count? I''m pretty sure the second child is me." Gideon shook his head. "You''re a girl. Girls aren''t sons." "Don''t be so literal." If Tovyah mentioned that Zeide had tasked him with protecting the others, he knew he''d be laughed at.


Why didn''t he get any wondrous predictions about his future, something he could boast about with his brother? Like so much else, it wasn''t fair. "And he showed me his tattoo!" he blurted. "No way," Gideon said. "I swear!" Gideon laughed. "Of course he showed you the arm. He''s always whipping it out." He yanked up the sleeve of his shirt, looked down at his own forearm, and gasped in mock horror. Elsie slapped Gideon''s knee.


"It''s his first time seeing it." "All right, all right, fair enough," Gideon said, pulling down his sleeve. "That shit is pretty real. Specially at your age. Was there, like, a reason he showed you?" Tovyah said Zeide just wanted him to see it. "You sure he wasn''t threatening you?" "I''m sure." "My first time was on holiday. Bournemouth or Cromer or somewhere, one of those little bitch-towns on the English coast they used to drag us to.


This was before your time, Tuvs. We got undressed on the beach, and I said, ''Zeide, you''ve got a tattoo! Awesome!''?" "I expect he hit you," Elsie said.

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