I was born into a family of intelligence operatives and initiated into the CIA's newly established Monarch program in 1955 at the age of six. My childhood was defined by secrets as I struggled to stay alive in an illegal program of mind control and experimentation that had been signed into existence by Secretary of State John Foster Dulles in 1953.Amnesia--traumatic and drug induced--was part of the program of creating multiple identities. As a child, that meant living as different personas as I was moved from place to place, changing schools, making new friends. At age ten, I was selected for Sex Magick because I was tall, smart, and pretty. They were training me to be a sexual spy--a Vril girl, they said. They taught me the art of seduction as well as physics, Ariosophy, cybernetics, and selective genocide. I was considered gifted at remote viewing, having what they called PSI, and was sent to Stanford Research Institute for training.

I studied Russian history at the Hoover Institution with Dr. Alexander Kerensky, the first president of Soviet Russia while attending Palo Alto High School across the street. I was being programmed for Russia.In 1966, at the age of seventeen, I escaped from a camp in Big Sur. My life as a free person began on the first day of university. I had no memories before of my life before then and kept it that way through college, medical school, internship, and residency. My amnesia did not impede my work as a radiologist or mother. Once my children were grown, I sold my medical practice and started a foundation in Russia.

For ten years I ran the Angel Coalition in Moscow, an underground railroad that rescued and repatriated child sex-trafficking survivors. In 2012, I attended a border security conference in Imperial Beach on the Mexican border. It was there on the briny wetlands of California that the childhood memories returned in a powerful surge. The chronology of my life and the details of my forgotten past became clear to me. The more I worked over the following years to research and verify what I remembered, the bigger the story became. --80 American universities, colleges, hospitals, plus 185 private contractors had engaged in 149 separate CIA-funded sub-projects involving mind control experimentation on children like me, including forced administration of mind-altering drugs (particularly LSD), hypnosis, sensory deprivation, isolation, sexual abuse, and torture. I had to write this story. So, I began at the beginning when I was six years old on the day my father sold me.

Juliette Michaelsen Engel, MDBorn: February 18, 1949 in Geneva, Illinois, USACurrent address: 115 Grant AvenueTakoma Park, MD 20012EXPERIENCEMiramed Institute, Moscow, RussiaFounder and Director, 1991- Present* Researched focus groups on women's healthcare in the former USSR (1991)* Founded MiraMed Womancare Center at Savior's Hospital of Peace and Charity, Moscow (1992)* Started outreach programs to Russian orphanages (1993)* Received accreditation for MiraMed to United Nations Commission on the Status of Women (1994)* Co-sponsored Women's Leadership Conference in Russia with the Council of Indigenous Peoples of Russia and Prologue, Russia (1995)* Co-sponsored 47 delegates from 4 countries to the United Nations Fourth World Conference on Women in Beijing (1995)* Lead first seminar on organizing women with women leaders of Nizhniy Novgorod, Russia (1996)* Began earliest anti-trafficking awareness and education programs for Russian village and orphanage girls (1996)* Expanded orphanage programs, and served as consultant to Russian parliament (1997)* Headed first direct intervention through educational awareness anti-trafficking program in six oblasts of Russia (1998)* Organized Russia's first multi-regional, multi-media public information campaign on sexual trafficking, and founded the MiraMed Independent Living and Social Adaptation Center for orphans in Moscow, St. Petersburg,.