The Way Back
The Way Back
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Author(s): Savit, Gavriel
ISBN No.: 9781984894656
Pages: 384
Year: 202203
Format: Trade Paper
Price: $ 13.79
Dispatch delay: Dispatched between 7 to 15 days
Status: Available

Chapter one Two from Tupik On a bright summer day in the year eighteen hundred and twelve (by the gentile reckoning), a girl left her mother''s house--­the little house where she had been born--­and went to the brambles on the far side of the forest to gather the small summer strawberries that grow in the shade. These were the best kind of berries, tiny and soft, and the girl crouched in the bushes, staining her lips and fingertips red: one for her mouth, one for her apron, and so on and on. At first the girl was sure that she must be imagining things. She was far from the village here, far from the road, and she alone knew of the berry bush. Surely no one else would come to this place. But she was not imagining things. The column burst out into the clearing like a ball from a musket: men in orderly rows, stepping in time, their buttons and bayonets shining in the sun, and more and more and more men--­the young lady had never seen so very many. Now horses came as well, and taller men in splendid uniforms astride them.


Mules and wagons and great bronze cannons thundered past the girl in the brambles, and feet and hooves and studded wheels churned the grass into a muddy slaw. The girl was not foolish; she kept hidden and did not draw attention to herself. But when one particular man reached the clearing, she could not help but rise up to get a better look. Even in the heat of the summer sun, he wore his long pale-­blue coat. The gray stallion beneath him moved dexterously at his urging, as if it were a part of him, and as he loped out into the clearing, it became quickly clear that the entirety of the column--­all the men and horses and cannons and shot, all of it--­was simply an extension of his body. This, of course, was the great war emperor Napoleon Bonaparte. He had come to take the Russian Empire. He had come to take the world.


An officer on a dappled charger came cantering up to his elbow, and the emperor turned his head. It was in this moment that he caught sight of the girl in the bushes. His eyes bore into hers, and she locked her lips tight, unwilling to let even the lightest breath pass between them. The officer was speaking. The emperor did not look away. And then he turned back toward the horizon, answered his officer, and spurred on his horse. And that was that. The girl made her way home.


The sun sank behind the advancing troops. The year wore on. Battles were fought. Men were killed. The leaves changed color and fell. Napoleon retreated and, in due course, was overthrown. Soon thereafter, the girl was led beneath a wedding canopy, where she traded the name of her father for the name of her husband, and from that day on, she lived in his house, cleaned his mess, boiled his chicken soup, and waited for him to return home at night. But something odd happened: one day, the girl looked into the mirror and found that the face staring back at her was no longer her own.


She had loosened, wrinkled, worried herself into something that no longer resembled her at all. Only her lips remained the same--­locked in a light, tight frown. That evening, her husband did not come home. It was not long before she knew that he would not be returning at all. The frown deepened. Before the week was out, the lady who had been a girl took her son, Zalman, and moved far away from the village of her birth to a place where no one knew, and where no one would whisper: all the way to a tiny, out-­of-­the-­way shtetl called Tupik. She took a small room in the attic of the baker''s house and apprenticed her boy in the bakery on the ground floor. The baker died.


The bakery passed to the lady''s son, Zalman. She remained in the attic. And as if in a chrysalis of silence, the lady in the attic turned into an old woman. Before long, as she was eldest, the women of Tupik began to call upon her to attend the births of children, and for more than a generation, every boy and girl born into the shtetl of Tupik was caught by the old woman''s hands. But only two of them made any lasting impression on her. The first was a scrawny boy, born before his time into a blustery, rain-­soaked evening. When his tiny eyes blinked open, bright and clear and icy blue, they focused perfectly into hers. She had seen that expression before: once, as a girl, long ago, crouched in the brambles, fingers stained, fear in her heart, sweetness on her lips.


Eight days later, breaking with her custom, the old woman went to the synagogue to hear what name the boy would be given. It was Yehuda Leib. And that evening, the child of her son, Zalman, was born-- ­a girl named Bluma--­and as the baby emerged, pink and squalling, the old woman found herself filled with a sense of un­utterable gladness. But when she looked down at her granddaughter''s face, another feeling stole into her heart: a sort of guilt, of pity and compassion. There, as if reflected in a little mottled mirror, was her very own mouth, locked in a light, tight frown. Yehuda Leib''s mother, Shulamis, woke before dawn, dragging her clacking bones up from the warm bed hours before it was reasonable. It was unpleasant, but if she wanted a chance of collecting enough odd jobs to afford a bit of food for the evening, she would have to start early. Her back ached.


Tupik was leaning forward in anticipation this morning, silent and still in the gloaming. The gray clapboard houses huddled over the muddy streets as if to steal the rising steam of the passing people''s breath, and at the outskirts of town, the tall pines seemed to bend inward over the roofs as if to better see what might transpire. Perhaps it was the growing cold, perhaps the thick gray slab of cloud covering over the sky, but whatever the cause, everything felt weighted down--­coiled. Waiting. In the corner of the little front room, Shulamis''s son, Yehuda Leib, pretended to sleep in a twisting of sheets. She glanced down at the pan by the cooling embers of the fire. Half a potato. This was all the food left in the house.


Even the saltcellar was empty. With a sigh, stomach moaning, Shulamis rose from the hearth, took Yehuda Leib''s warm red scarf from the chair by the door, and tucked it into the crook of his arm. She''d made the scarf with her own two hands, stitch by stitch, the thread passing between her ruddy, cold-­stiffened fingers night after night until finally it was done. Truth be told, there was as much worry as wool in it. "You''ll be good today?" she said. "Yes," said Yehuda Leib flatly, his eyelids clamped shut, as if he still might manage to convince her that he was sleeping. "You won''t make any trouble?" "It''s never me who makes the trouble, Mama." Shulamis frowned, as if she just might believe this.


"Of course not." And then, crossing to the door, "There''s a little potato left in the pan," and, halfway through the door, "Don''t forget your scarf." It was only moments later, the sound of Shulamis''s squelching feet fading down the muddy road, that the front door yawned open again to admit a bright-­eyed boy into the morning. A boy with no red scarf. It was itchy. And it choked him. Yehuda Leib couldn''t stand being constrained. The sun was rising.


Few mothers in Tupik could see Yehuda Leib coming down the street without feeling the urge to protect their children from the ill influence that seemed to mass around the boy like a crowd of flies. And this was not entirely unjust. Yehuda Leib''s name was rarely heard in the synagogue or marketplace without an attendant sigh--­always brawling, climbing, running--­and if a quick glance over the shoulder showed that neither the boy nor his mother was near, the sigh was very likely to be followed up with the remark that of course, everyone knows what his father was like. But if everyone knew that Yehuda Leib had a tendency to do what he wanted--­often with some lightly destructive results--­there were few, perhaps none, in Tupik who really understood the extent of his capabilities. Little escaped the notice of his keen blue eyes. This morning, for example, he was careful not to waste time lounging in bed once his mother made her way out into the world. Judging by the particular glimmer of the light, he could tell who was likely to be awake, who on his way to morning prayer at the synagogue, who making her way to the marketplace. Not only could he therefore say which kitchens and larders were likely to go unattended, but he could also guess which routes he might safely take to get into them without being seen--­and, consequently, blamed once he''d acquired what he''d gone for.


Not that he was prone to lifting enough to be noticed--­on ­either the taking end or the receiving, for his mother would never approve of his appropriations--­but all the same his face and reputation were familiar enough in town that he knew it was best to avoid notice if he could. Was it honest? No. But the more he was able to thicken their stores of milk and flour and salt, the easier his mother could sleep the next night. And besides--­as everyone knows--­a boy cannot grow on half a potato a day. Not even an ordinary boy. And Yehuda Leib was not ordinary. This morning, Yehuda Leib managed a decent haul in the brief window of time safe for grazing, and by the time he climbed out of a certain second-­floor window and turned his feet toward the synagogue, the pockets of his worn black coat were well laden with the scraps and leavings of a handful of houses: a hunk of cheese, a crust of bread, a half-­eaten apple. Even his mittens were full: salt to replenish the dwindling supply in his mother''s cellar.


Perhaps.


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