The third eldest of nine children, six girls and three boys. A preachers daughter with many observations and a lot of questions. Experience and pain has been my greatest teachers. Growing up I spent a lot of time in my room alone. Because I was so fearful and afraid many opportunities I did not encounter simply because I could not choose what was real opposed to what was not.FEAR controlled every part of my life and I did not know how to explain it to my family or others so I remained alone. The later part of my thirties is when my life began to change. Hurt lead me to an awaken that I had lost myself in this shuffle called life.

I had began to depend solely upon peoples perception and ideas of who they thought I was. My Journey Towards Wholeness was now in full effect. In this moment and space in time I had to really access and come to grips with my childhood, something I had put off. While traveling through those experiences I could see where the dysfunction between my heart and mind came from and how it was controlling and robbing me of a life I've always dreamed of. I wanted to be free and no longer controlled by fear so I jumped in head first leaving no stone left not turned. What I am sharing has taken me what seems like a lifetime to overcome. The journey is far from being over, but I am grateful for progress, peace, clarity, and hope I have discovered. It is my desire that through my words and experiences the healing and freedom you desire will become a reality.

Blessings.