Join me as I walk you through my journey all the way up to the Intensive Care Unit where the Doctors are force to race against time to save my life after attempting to take it. Learn the obstacles I faced and what led me to attempting suicide. This section of the book helps you understand why a Veteran returning home from war would take his or her own life. Once you're done with the memoir, continue to read the second portion titled "Welcoming Your Soldier Home" which helps explain ways to handle situations when your loved one comes back from a long deployment.