This is the complete work so far of the author's first hand written draughts since he was 16 to 32 years old. His poetry illustrates his first hand observation and experiences from a range of topics from drug experimentation and the consequences, being bullied, alcohol abuse, nature, aspects of human emotion, life and death and his love of heavy metal to name a few. Have you ever felt that nothing can describe what you actually feel or where you are in your life? Do you or have you ever felt so alone and rejected you just want to die but miraculously something changes your outlook on your life and go on to excel your own and other's expectations of yourself? And do you yearn for someone to tell it like it is and just be totally open, honest and sincere? The author Michael sincerely hopes this will help people and provide good reading material for those who have a thirst for a more modern type of poetry as well as the traditional rhyme and rhythm too. Thanks very much for taking the time to read this I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it!.