1 On the Atlantic Ocean January 1942 Gustave had the dream again the last night on board the ship. The Nazi soldier was shoving his friend, Marcel, forcing him farther and farther away down a long, dark Paris street. As they turned the corner, Marcel stumbled and looked back, his eyes glistening. This time Marcel raised his arm, and before the soldier yanked it down, Gustave saw a flash of something yellow. "Au secours!" Help! Marcel called. In the dream, Gustave tried to run toward his friend, but the air was heavy, and then Gustave was swimming, doing the breaststroke, frog-kicking his way across the Atlantic to France, yet the waves kept pushing him backward,pushing him toward America. He was struggling to keep his head above the waves, but when he tried to shout, salt water rushed at him, filling his mouth andlungs. Gustave cried out, waking himself with a jerk when he heard his own strangled voice.
He lay in the dark, gasping, his heart pounding, feeling the ship, the Carvalho Araujo, heaving up and down. His mind, half-asleep still, churned like the rough sea. What wasthat yellow thing in Marcel''s hand? A feather, he suddenly realized. That yellow feather he and Marcel hadn''t been able to find in a Boy Scout scavenger hunt one day back when they all lived in Paris. Marcel was trying to pass the feather to him. It felt desperately important. But the ship rocked and creaked, and now Gustave was waking up all the way, his mind clearing. Thatscavenger hunt was long over.
Gustave was on his way to America, and Marcel was still somewhere in Europe, no one knew where, far away now. No matter how much Marcel cried out, Gustave couldn''t help him. Gustave was shaking and drenched with sweat. He could feel the others still sleeping thickly around him. Papa was in the bunk below him, breathing evenly. An unpleasant stranger, Monsieur Lambert, who was their temporary cabinmate, snored loudly across from him on the other lower bunk. In the upper bunk across from Gustave, his cousin, Jean-Paul, turned over, the blankets rustling. Just a year and a half ago, in Paris, it had been the three of them against the world, Gustave, Jean-Paul, and Marcel.
In Boy Scouts together, in school, hanging out in the afternoons, it was all for one and one for all, the Three Musketeers. Now there were only two of them, Gustave and Jean-Paul, sailing away from Europe and the Nazis and heading, with their families, toward an inconceivable new life in America. Gustave stretched his leg across the space between the bunks and nudged his cousin with his foot. "Qu''est-ce qui t''arrive?" What''s going on? Jean-Paul was instantly awake. He sat up abruptly and whacked hishead on the low ceiling. "Ow!" The men below were awake now. "Shut up!" Even half-asleep, Monsieur Lambert sounded as if he wanted to strangle someone. "Boys?" Papa''s voice was weary.
"What''s the matter?" Through the dirty porthole, Gustave could see a dim light in the sky. "I just . I wanted to be up early. Let''s all go up on deck and be the first to see America." "We won''t be there for hours!" Papa said groggily. He turned over and went back to sleep. But across the aisle, Jean-Paul pushed off his blankets. Gustave reached for his clothes at the end of his bed and wiggled into them, then scrambled down and fumbled in the darkness under Papa''s bunk for his shoes.
"Don''t you dare come back until we''re awake!" Monsieur Lambert grunted as Jean-Paul pushed the cabin door closed behind them. "Race you to the top deck!" Jean-Paul whispered, starting to run before he finished saying it. "No fair!" Gustave sprinted after him down the corridor, up the winding stairway to the first deck, and across the inside of the ship. He squeezed past Jean-Paul on the first set of stairs, but he couldn''t help hesitating for a split second at the captain''s news board outside the salon, and Jean-Paul pushed ahead of him and raced up the second flight of stairs. "Beat you!" Jean-Paul shouted triumphantly as he shoved open the door to the top deck. A bitterlycold wind slammed into them. Gustave hurriedly buttoned his flapping coat and turned up his collar. The sun was rising behind the ship, a cold, distant yellow ball in the eastern sky.
No other passengers were on deck yet, just one yawning sailor on watch. "We''re the first people awake," Jean-Paul exulted, panting and leaning forward over the railing. "We''re going to see America first!" The company of his cousin and the daylight sparkling on the waves were chasing away Gustave''s dream. A thick band stretched across the horizon. "There!" Gustave pointed. "I see land!" "That''s fog." Jean-Paul was right. A few minutes later, the gray band dissolved into nothingness.
"I wish we were sailing right into New York, not Baltimore." Jean-Paul yawned widely. "I want to see the Statue of Liberty." New York. At the name, Gustave''s brain belatedly processed the headline he had seen on the captain''s news board. nazi u-boats torpedo ship off montauk point, new york. Images of people struggling in the cold, dark waves flashed into Gustave''s head, images of a ship in flames. No wonder the New York harbor was closed.
Gustave scanned the ocean apprehensively, something he did every few minutes whenever he was on deck.Nothing visible at the ship''s stern. No signs of a Nazi Uboat on the port side. No air tubes or periscopes from a submarine sticking above the waves to starboard. None beyond the prow. Jean-Paul stamped his feet to warm them. "Do you think you''ll like the United States when we get there?" he asked abruptly. "Well, it''ll be safer than France is right now.
" "But what if they don''t like people like us there either?" "We''ll be far away from the Nazis. They won''t hate Jews." Gustave stopped, unpleasant memories floating up in his mind. Could that really be true? "Far away from my father too, though." Jean-Paul''s face clouded. His father, a French soldier, was in a German camp for French prisoners of war. "But he''ll come join you when he gets released. He knows where we''re going.
" "I guess. You''re lucky you started learning English already. We hardly learned anything in Paris after the Nazis took over." "Yeah, well, I can''t say that much." "Remember that Tintin book you had about America, where he gets captured by that Blackfoot chief ?" Jean-Paul laughed. "Did you bring it?" Gustave hesitated. "That one was Marcel''s." Jean-Paul fell silent, and his eyes went blank.
Gustave was starting to recognize that look. It meant that Jean-Paul had gone off in his head, somewhere far away. These days, he sometimes stayed like that for a long time, not answering if anyone talked to him. He hadn''t been like that before the war. The change had happened sometime in the year and a half that they had been apart, Jean-Paul still in Paris with his mother and sister while Gustave and his parents were hiding in Saint-Georges, a tiny village in the countryside. Gustave frowned at his unseeing cousin and then looked back at the sea. Jean-Paul wouldn''t be any help in watching for U-boats now. "I''m starving," Jean-Paul burst out suddenly.
"Let''s go get breakfast." "You go. I''ll keep watch." "All right." Jean-Paul ran off. Gustave watched him go and then turned his eyes away, over the port side of the ship. He glimpsed movement, and his muscles tensed. But it was something wonderful.
A porpoise leapt out of the water and crested. Then another emerged from the sea rightbehind it, and the two of them raced the ship, flashing up over the waves, slipping down into the dark water, and leaping up again, joyfully, into thesunlight. As the porpoises moved away, getting smaller and smaller against the horizon, Gustave realized that he had stopped scanning the sea. He shifted his eyes to starboard, and his heart jolted in alarm. There, jutting up from the glittering water, was a dark tube with a funny-shaped top. Periscope. The word flashed through his mind as if he were hearing someone say it. It was the periscope from a Nazi submarine.
He tried to shout, but his voice wasn''t working. For a long moment his feet wouldn''t unstick from the deck. Then he was running, slipping once and righting himself. "Help! Germans!" he managed to cry out, but the deck was empty now, and the wind swallowed his words. He darted to the stairs, glancing back at the periscope. It had shifted and was changing shape. A pair of wings stretched out, the periscope became the long neck of a cormorant, and the dark bird lifted up and flapped away over the water. Gustave collapsed into embarrassed laughter, feeling it going on and on, strangely out of his control.
When the laughter finally stopped, he drew in a few shuddering breaths. Luckily, the deck was still empty. No one had heard him shouting or seen him laughing like a crazy person. He rubbed his eyes with shaky fingers. After a half hour or so, Jean-Paul thudded against the railing to Gustave''s left.