Scene One The Offices of Valhalla Literary I stared morosely at the screen, where "ELF SHOT THROUGH THE HEART AND HATHAWAY SMITH''S TO BLAME, SHE GIVES YA A BAD NAME" glared back at me in a rather shouty font. Instead of being a productive human and packing up everything I needed to work from my childhood home this summer, I''d gone down the rabbit hole on SpillThatTea.com, yet another teen social media platform where readers went to blast my latest book. From the floor, the intern let loose a particularly fragrant dog fart. "Who gave you duck?" I demanded, but Puck just rolled over and yawned. I rubbed my temples, tucking a stray wave of crimson hair behind my ears, and wished for the billionth time that I''d never invented Hathaway Smith or the Elf Shot series. Through the glass panels of my office, I spied Ian, my business partner, and Mathilde Mathison, our accountant, squaring off, their gazes set to stun mode. Like the other handful of employees of Valhalla Lit, I politely pretended not to notice the tender shoots of hipster lust blossoming before our eyes.
That, and I didn''t want to be collateral damage of that doomed relationship. Catching Ian''s eye, I pointed to the novelty book clock over my desk that he''d given me on my birthday. He nodded and said something to Mathilde that was no doubt both pithy and flirty and strode purposefully toward my office. After he closed the door, I asked, "Do I have to remind you it''s not a great idea to badger or bed the person who keeps our books?" Ian sighed dreamily. "She is a force of nature." "What is it with you and French women? Is it the way they tie scarves? Because I''ll grant you that''s pretty impressive." "That obvious?" Ian didn''t even feign sheepishness. It would have looked all wrong on him anyway.
A good-looking man with chestnut hair and eyes the color of shamrocks, Ian had that capable-woodsman-meets-urban-hipster vibe. And it was working for him. At least for ninety-nine percent of the female population. Ian and I were strictly in the "friends who do not take each other''s clothes off" zone. "She used to be a yoga instructor before she got her CPA," Ian said wistfully. "Can you imagine how smart and bendy she must be--" "You know how I always say you need to find some guy friends? This is one of those instances where a dude wouldn''t feel obligated to punch you on account of the girl code." He snorted. "How are we looking? I haven''t had a chance to go through this quarter''s numbers yet.
" Flicking one warning finger toward him, I added, "Don''t you dare make some sort of weird accounting and yoga double entendre about flexible balance sheets." "Why must you stifle my creativity?" Ian pouted, then continued, "The books are fine. I think we can make those upgrades to our firewalls this quarter. Maybe even upgrade the hardware." "The duct tape on your laptop is getting rather ratty," I agreed. "Speaking of books, can we talk about yours?" "Why are you so bad at conversational transitions?" "Because I''ve spent two decades getting by on my looks and uncanny ability to quote movies from the eighties?" he offered, not the least bit chagrined. "I''ll remember that the next time I need a Lost Boys reference." "You''re stalling.
" He had me there. "Fine. The beginning''s not terrible, but I can''t figure out how to move forward. Forget about an ending. After the last one ." I trailed off. "Barnes, how many times do I have to remind you that you can''t please everyone? You did the right thing. Readers are a fickle bunch.
The critics loved you." "Critics don''t buy books." Ian smirked. "You know you can do this. You''ll find a way, like you always do. Because you''re a good writer, and that''s what good writers do. They shut out the noise and find the truth in their words." "Easy for you to say," I mumbled.
"I''m still under contract for two more books." It must have been something he heard in my voice, because Ian''s expression sobered. "We can hit pause on this. You can take some time. All the time you need. Or, hell, you can walk away from this. We''ll figure it out." We couldn''t walk away, of course.
Not if we wanted to keep the agency afloat. But I loved him anyway for offering. "Hathaway Smith keeps the lights on." "We can find other ways," Ian insisted. I shook my head. "You''re right. I need to shut out the noise. Get somewhere quiet and reconnect with the characters.
I''ve been buried in reviews and comments and I feel like my fans are breathing down my neck. I don''t understand how real writers do this." "Umm, Barnes? You are a real writer. See, we do this thing where you write books and we sell them for a tidy profit." He flicked his fingers upward. "Lights on, remember?" "I meant, how do writers ever write under their own names? Who can take that kind of heat? Do you have any idea how pissed my readers are about me killing off Thad? I mean, the guy was a traitor who sold his friends out. And I''m the one they want to strangle? What if a fan figures out I''m Hathaway Smith? What if they start showing up at our door?" "We''ll move out in the night and not tell anyone our forwarding address?" I growled at Ian. At the sound of it, Puck rose and padded over to him, pressing his head against Ian''s thigh in solidarity.
Furry traitor. I glared at them. "You gave him duck, didn''t you?" "What better way to spend ninety minutes in a car than with a mutt who''s consumed his weight in waterfowl jerky?" Ian rubbed Puck behind the ears until my dog''s tongue lolled out and his eyes rolled up in his head. "Say the word, Barnes. I''ll call New York and we''ll figure something out." "I appreciate that," I assured him, "but I''ll finish it while I''m home. I write my best stuff in the attic." "Said every maladjusted writer ever," he said with a practiced eye roll.
"When can you get me a draft?" "You don''t get to push me around," I said, jabbing a finger in his direction. "You''re basically a glorified beta reader at this point." Ian clutched his chest. "You wound me. Besides, I don''t care what you say. Susannah''s great and all, but I''m still your favorite editor. Official or not." "Susannah''s better with grammar than you are.
" "Blasphemy," Ian cried. "I taught you what a gerund was, plebe." "This is exactly why you can''t red-pen my stuff anymore," I pointed out, trying to hold in my laugh. "We''re supposed to be partners. Equals." "We will never be grammatical equals," Ian sniffed. I shrugged. He wasn''t wrong.
Several years ago, Ian, then a junior agent at a top literary agency in New York, had plucked my manuscript out of the slush pile. He''d offered me representation and we''d spent the next six months trading revisions on my book. The man had an eye for grammar and sentence structure, and though I''d never admit it, he''d helped make me into the semicolon- and run-on-sentence-abhorring writer I was today. After Ian sold my book to the largest YA publisher and Elf Shot rocketed to the top of the Times bestseller list, I''d taken the train from Boston to New York to meet him in person, and it was instant like at first sight. Ian was not only the fiercest champion of my book, he was everything I never knew I wanted in a best friend: confident, honest, warm and ever the gallant, always offering to show up with a shovel and a bag of lime at any time of night, no questions asked. I''d never wished for a brother, but somehow fate saw fit to send me Ian anyway. Somewhere between the runaway success of my first book and scrambling to crank out the sequel, One Foot in Sea (a nod to a famous Bard line), to capitalize on the momentum of the first, I''d spent New Year''s Eve at Ian''s microscopic but trendy studio apartment in Manhattan. After a raucous party that had included body paint artists, contortionists, scores of influencers and all of Ian''s clients, we''d taken it upon ourselves as a personal challenge to finish every bottle of champagne left open after the other guests had departed in a haze of glitter and Ubers.
It was there in the early hours of the new year that we decided to start our own literary agency. Six months later, we''d opened the doors to Valhalla with the royalties from my book and Ian''s commissions. He taught me everything he knew about being an agent and I fell in love with scouring the slush pile in search of that next voice. And while my introverted ass didn''t always love the outward-facing aspects of my job, I''d gotten comfortable enough with it over the years, cultivating relationships with publishers. After we opened Valhalla, Ian and I had agreed that for the sake of our friendship and business partnership, Ian shouldn''t read my drafts professionally anymore. That''s where Susannah, my gerund-obliterating editor out of New York, came in. As a bonus, she used less anatomically specific threats about my use of the passive voice than Ian did. So really, I''d traded up.
When Ian and I had decided to embark on this whole "Miranda is a co-owner, but also a client" thing, we hired my sister''s law firm to set up some ground rules to clear away any conflicts of interest. I paid for my own overhead as a client: publicity, expenses, etc. Unorthodox? A little. Ethically gray? I''d like to think not so much. It was just easier to continue on with Ian as my agent. I trusted him completely, and it was one less person who knew Hathaway''s true identity. That had been Ian''s idea too, after I''d had an epic meltdown shortly after signing my book deal. Far too late, I''d come to the realization that I''d written a slightly ra.