History will be kind to mefor I intend to write it. There was no doubt that I am ready for death to take a vacation as many others around me are experiencing a lot of the same things and learning how to deal with grief or having to let go. I am learning you have to look at it in a way so it doesn¿t overwhelm you. For most of my life, I had seen the world in black and white. Some years back, I had to replace, ¿Why me,¿ with ¿What is next?¿ Gut wrenching and dark doesn¿t begin to describe it but I know when you break, you become strongest in the broken places, and the light will get in. This is my story¿.