Why Am I Still Crying! In My last book, Alls Well That Ends Well, I told the story about how I was so mistreated, I blamed everyone in my life for everything that went wrong except me. I blamed my ex-husband, his parents, and my parents. In this book, I have accepted the responsibility for my own actions. I have learned a lot of things since I have gotten older, and God have shown me so many things. Now Im crying because Im happy. Im crying because now I know that the world dont owe me anything. God has already done what he said that He would do. Im crying because Im free.