Chad jerks the van to the right pulling onto the shoulder of the highway on-ramp. Chad looks back at Rebecca with an implied get out the van look. The snow blows over the van as I say "Fine I quit" and exits the van. After having enough of this my freedom was realized at this moment however this will be forever seared into my memory. My eyes were opened to a devastating truth. That I dedicated my life to a cult. It's not like I was searching to walk into an abusive environment. Somehow it found me and brought me here.