The best way to ruin a perfectly wonderful friendship?Have sex with your BFF.A mistake.That's what Troy calls what was easily the single best sex experience of my life. He claims our "slip" was due to too much alcohol. I respond the only way I know how, which is by burying the entire experience under a six-foot mound of denial and regret. Lesson learned.When I'm finally in a place emotionally where I can move on with someone else (it takes me two years), Troy does a complete about face. Now he wants me.

And he wants more.That should have been the end, right? I'm getting what I've wanted since I was sixteen. But there's no honeymoon period for our "new" relationship. The devastating news that turns Troy's life upside down soon becomes my cross to bear. And the only way I can get back everything I lost is to bare it all. Literally.Now my boyfriend may be a progressive, twenty-first century kind of guy, but when it comes to his girlfriend posing nude for Playboy?He's 100% Neanderthal.