What your trying to say is what you write.So, for all who want to know my purpose of writing know this.If you are thinking of committing suicide, please do not do it!I have had endless suicidal thoughts and I have tried to commit suicide countless amounts of times and I have always failed.Think to yourself: who am I and why do I live? If you don't know thee answer YOU WILL SURELY FIND IT!I:I am Malcolm John Anderson and I want to live! So that all may read my Diary and ask me Questions!Consider my diary which you may read and keep in mind that you wouldn't be able to read it if I took my own life and on that day: died. Live! And allow so many more to live because "you" are here! Begin the Diary of Malcolm John Anderson!.